I am that girl.=)

AwE.

How Great is our God
Sing with me
How great is our God
and all will see
how great is our God...

how great is our God...

Name above all names,
Worthy of all praise.
My heart will sing
how GREAT is our God


I love this song.Listening to it always reminds fills me with a sense of AWE at how Great is the God that loves me...the God that I serve...the one that created the universe, every living thing, and gave his son to redeem all of creation.

It reminds me not to limit God.

It reminds me to sing him a song of praise, and to sing with my fellow brothers and sisters in Christ...sing with me how great is our God.. I thank God that when I lose sight, I have my dearest heavenly family that God has blessed me with to remind me of his goodness.Friends that refresh and rejuvenate your soul, friends whose words are just like the fresh morning dew, speaking words of LIFE into my life.

It reminds me to not just have head knowledge at how good God is....how good JESUS is....but to know it in my heart...That's why my HEART will sing how GREAT God is....cos it's all so easy to be professional and regurgitate what's so often said on the pulpit...or to say the right "christian things"...but God doesn't care about all that. He wants me to know that in my heart....A good man out of the good treasure of his heart brings forth good things...I want my heart to be FILLED with his agape love, and I want to be like David. He was called a man after God's heart. David failed! BUt yet, he was called that. David saw the mercy and goodness of God, that always leads to repentance. Thank God that he doesn't call for us all to have perfect lives, without spot or blemish. and YET, he sees us as you are all fair my love, beautiful and without spot. He sees us as already perfect, cos as christ is, so am I in this world. We're his perfect work of art, regardless of our imperfect actions.

=) Beloved, I pray that you may prosper in all things and be in health, even as your soul prospers.

"so awesome is your love, so mighty is your hand...on eagle's wings you carry me, your grace shall be my strength, so perfect is your love, you sacrificed your son. Amazing love reached out to me, with joy to u I come..."

See Jesus in your past and see Him walk with you into the tomorrows.

Seasons.

I tidied up my room yesterday and was really happy to have chill out time to myself in the comfort of my own space. Still remember, when I first learnt to design my room in my first year. Just by adding one's own touches. Creating a space i call my own...That's one of the prizes for going overseas to study. Before, my room was mainly designed by my parents=) Also, previously, I didn't chill out much in my own room. I always preferred going to my sisters' rooms or to my parents' room to talk to them.hee. (unless we fought of course) Moreover, school was ever so hectic.

As i was chilling out, I recalled my homeless episode again.haha. I remember crying to my sisters when I was in Sharon's room. hee. And praise Jesus, He provided me with this hall. a year of signs and wonders it shall be. I looked back on this academic year and am amazed at how time flies by, cliche as it may sound.

I read my journal again. and was reminded again to behold Jesus at all times. That when I seek ye first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, all these things shall be added unto me. And the kingdom of God=righteousness, peace and joy in the Holy Spirit. (Romans) The best miracles are unconcious miracles, I was reminded. When I am in pursuit of my first love(only because He first loved me) and not focused on having to 'get' or 'achieve' other things, the law of serendipity happens. Serendipity=chancing upon fortunate discoveries without being in pursuit of them. Jesus will be the one who will put me in the right place at the right time. Living by the promptings of the holy spirit, the rhythms of grace.

A pang of sadness hit me too. I must say. while i was chilling out in my room. I looked around and realised this room won't be with me for a long time. =) Come June, i will be bidding farewell to this room and the place that has been like a second home to me for the past three years. BUt i guess that's the beauty of it too. Seasons in our lives. Some things are best lived once. There is value in the finite time period. cos we learn to treasure it more. School is about to end too! And geeky and nerdy as this may sound, I am enjoying every lecture I go for.haha. Every tutorial I do. cos I realise that there's only a week and a half left of life as a UCL undergraduate. wow. Still remember coming to UCL in my first year and being amazed at how ugly the economics department is! and my dungeon looking hall. haha. Memories for a lifetime. Yet, Jesus has walked into my tomorrows for me. And I know that the surprises he has for me ahead will be just as good. Everything in its own time.

The reason that I sing...

"Still you love me...you love me and
I'll never be the same.
Hallelujah,
you set me free.
Now, I'll walk before the fear..."

Into your hands, I commit again.
All I am for you Lord.
You hold my world in the palm of your hand,
and I am yours FOREVER.

Jesus i believe in you.
Jesus I belong to you.
You're the reason that I live, the reason that I sing,
with all I am

I'll walk with you
wherever you go, through tears and joy
I'll trust in you and
I'll live in all your ways,
and your promises forever..

Jesus I believe in you.
Jesus I belong to you.
You're the reason that I live, the reason that I sing,
with all I am.

I will worship... I will worship
YOU.
I will worship...I will worship
you.

Jesus i believe in you, Jesus
I belong to you.
You're the reason that I live,
the reason that I sing...

with ALL I am.

I am empty at your feet.
Will you break me now?
Will you take me,
in your grace?

Take me deeper in love
take me deeper wtih you
where the streams of your mercy run
Fill your waves over me
Fill your power over me
in the roar of your waterfall

Saturate me now
Ever leave me in your grace.
-Reuben Morgan

I miss my parents.

I miss my parents.

Bus ride... Costa...Four seasons...Regent's park...Puccino...cafe italio at heathrow...

memories of the last day=)

Thank you Jesus.

Arise, SHINE, for the LIGHT has come...

Daddy God is really good. He knows what I need all the time. and in his own perfect timing...
=)
gifts of love and lovenotes from people I love!

He IS (present tense, don't live on yesterday's revelation...his mercies are new everyday, fresh as the morning dew, and he wants us to seek him daily) our SHEPHERD, and we shall not want.
He leads me beside the still waters...

Jesus reminded me today,"Arise, shine, for the LIGHT has come" I am a new creation. Old things have passed away. Old things=death, sorrow, pain and tears(as defined in revelation)

Jesus will resurrect any seemingly dead situation in my life=) He rose on the third day. He didn't die and stay in the grave. Therein lies our victory....
He told the lame man" Arise, take up your bed and walk"
He told the girl who was "dead", "Talitha Cumi"

The work has been finished. He calls us to ARISE. . .

let the light within shine forth. . . His light will cause darkness in our lives to flee. . .

=)
"Keep your heart with all dilligence, for out of it spring the issues of LIFE"